Mark Phillips' Pages: Workbook: 8/28/18: The planes go over.

The planes go over. I don't want to be on them.

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be there. I don't want to be somewhere new. I don't want to be anywhere.

I want to be inside my head, the way my mother was inside her head, the way I was inside my head when I was addicted.

I want to be asleep. I want to be only partially present. I want to be more elsewhere than anywhere.