June 5, 2016:

I don't know why. She irritated me somehow.

She apologized. Said it was her fault. She was choking up, in pain from the rejection that was about to happen. Probably her first. Certainly mine.

She was a nice girl. Smart, funny, well-meaning, sexy in a kind of Wild West 1890s slightly thick kinda way. Her kisses tasted good and in time, if I'd been patient, perhaps there would have been more.

I wasn't patient.

I really can't say why not.