January 4, 2024:
Crowds in the station.
Daypacks, water bottles. They came to march, now they're going home.
Up the coast: Del Mar, Encinitas, Cardiff, Carlsbad, Oceanside.
Good on 'em.
January 3, 2024:
Aged by weather. Gray, shorts, too old for tats. They're arguing about Denny's and Charlie Kirk.
"They changed it! The name now is 'Farmworkers Day'. I say, call it 'Homeless Bum Day' and give us all free food."
So many condos. Condos in the flood plane, condos in the canyons, condos on the hilltops. Once there was nothing.
I wish the trolley went all the way west.
January 2, 2024:
Hefty lady rudely has her feet on the chair opposite. Crowds mill. Thin grandmother with died red-brown hair wears her shades up top.
Young men in hoodies: the Urban Tweaker pantomime of cool. Crowds mill. There's a line at the Information kiosk. Hefty lady leaves, returns with a plate of cake.
Tall girl with smoothie-cup-and-straw checks me out. Closely. Yes you're pretty but I'm too old for you. I'm finally although reluctantly resigned to that objectively ridiculous societal constraint.
- January 1, 2024: Their dialog has its cadence.
- December 31, 2023: Major Afro, 1970s style, Buddy Miles, full beard to match.
- December 30, 2023: White hair, thin legs with red sores...
- December 29, 2023: My imaginary friend is Robbie the Robot, from Forbidden Planet.
- December 28, 2023: There's something wrong. Something about food.
- December 27, 2023: No no no.
- December 26, 2023: In all the sands, in all the motes, in all the fragments, in all the stars: what is my life?
- December 25, 2023: The wargame boys.
- December 24, 2023: "Is this line secure?"
- December 23, 2023: I loved Crazy Guggenheim.
- December 22, 2023: My little bedroom.
- December 21, 2023: Home. Sure, of course.
- December 20, 2023: What is that, Cheetah?
- December 19, 2023: i don't enjoy that snide elitism.
- December 18, 2023: in the period when we played together, i liked his songs.
- December 17, 2023: "I'm going to live to one hundred and fifty", says La Catrina, already dead.
- December 16, 2023: "No!", says The Know-It-All Who Doesn't.
- December 15, 2023: Two steps forward, two steps back.
- December 14, 2023: "You're not eating enough," said the vampire...
- December 13, 2023: Like elephants at the zoo, the sitters are kindly but they're dumb.
- December 12, 2023: Nanterre. The Red University.
- December 11, 2023: Professor Falstaff, with his clique-ism and his primary interest in undergraduate XX chromosomes...
- December 10, 2023: To adopt such a stance is to have a certain attitude...
- December 9, 2023: I came home from Montana...
- December 8, 2023: There's a vending machine next to the northern doors.
- December 7, 2023: "The smart one and the pretty one..."
- December 6, 2023: I loved the roller derby.
- December 5, 2023: Frankfurt School:
- December 4, 2023: Aerosmith:
- December 3, 2023: Twelve-year-old incel, desperate for acceptance at the grownups' table.
- December 2, 2023: Rock and roll was honest.
- December 1, 2023: Sad. Angry.
- November 30, 2023: I hurt Lorrie by trying not to hurt her.
- November 29, 2023: Sandy dedicated "Wish You Were Here."
- November 28, 2023: "Always a woman to meee..."
- November 27, 2023: At the bank she walked right through a plate glass window.
- November 26, 2023: She took two days off.
- November 25, 2023: Leibniz sped up in his last decade.
- November 24, 2023: Open on the couch:
- November 23, 2023: Pain: physical and financial.
- November 22, 2023: In the office you introduce yourself to the well-known orchestrator.
- November 21, 2023: You swing your old blue and white VW bus backward around the poles supporting your covered driveway...
- November 20, 2023: Fat man and acid head, holding Booker T and the MGs hostage in a two-hour road movie.
- November 19, 2023: Girls' softball in ninety-degree sun.
- November 18, 2023: "Watch me fly!"
- November 17, 2023: The extra lanes make no difference at all.
- November 16, 2023: Spinning world, nausea, dry heaves.
- November 15, 2023: An old boss, an old department.
- November 14, 2023: Death on the right.
- November 13, 2023: Books on the headboard.
- November 12, 2023: I am a magnet for cops and crazy people.
- November 11, 2023: Lorde is my copilot.
- November 10, 2023: It's been a long time since I was up at 3am, writing.
- November 9, 2023: On the road between Billings and Butte it all falls together.
- November 8, 2023: All the kids in the crossing.
- November 7, 2023: "Who cares about them?"
- November 6, 2023: Trolley bro.
- November 5, 2023: High altitude.
- November 4, 2023: Old town: home at last.
- November 3, 2023: Wait, what?
- November 2, 2023: Ink, shoulder to fingertips, red ribbons on cutiepie pigtails...
- November 1, 2023: Bulk-ish Mexican bro with iPhone to his ear.
