July 10, 2024:
Ford's The Battle of Midway is so manipulative it's almost campy.
The moment of greatest drama — Pfc Billecheck raises the flag while Zeros strafe — and Ford has a chorus of grandmas sing a treacly "Star Spangled Banner". Wounded in an ambulance narrated by an overheated Jane Darwell in mid-Atlantic society accent: "Get those boys to the hospital. Please do, quickly. Get them to clean cots and cool sheets. Get them doctors and medicine, a nurse's soft hands. Get them to the hospital. Hurry, please." Overlooking the reality Michener later underscores: nurses require 24-hour armed security to keep them safe from rape.
Yet there are moments which catch me off guard. Surprisingly moving, perhaps largely as accidents of personal history. Half a second of Massie Hughes, another of Logan Ramsey, actual images of real men who in childhood were revered names because of Walter Lord's book. In color, living and breathing, serving their country in circumstances of great danger and very little hope.
Another: the PBY Catalina flying boats shown in several scenes were built in San Diego, likely by my grandmother, Rosie the Riveter, at Consolidated Aircraft, shortly to become Convair after merger with Vultee in 1943. All the early PBYs were from there. I take the trolley past those factory buildings at least twice a month.
The reality of all of this.
They were real people. I don't feel Ford does them proper service. Emmerich certainly does not.
July 9, 2024:
The Lord of the Rings:
Loyalty. Good and Evil. Even the smallest can make a difference.
Incredible Victory:
Battles have logic.
It's not The Batley Townswomen's Guild Reenacts the Battle of Pearl Harbor:
a melee in the mud.
There's strategy, tactics, planning.
A whole world of intelligent computation.
LSD: the Age of Mind:
Propaganda. Adult authority can't be trusted. There are rational reasons to revolt.
Fire in the Lake:
Jesus H. Christ.
You can't believe a fucking word they say.
The Banquet Years:
Art has a logic. Forms have logics. It's possible to live one's art.
The point is to drive forms forward.
Passages From Antiquity To Feudalism:
History has a logic, which can be understood.
For Marx:
Science is a type of narrative at very high conceptual rigor.
The concepts are key.
It's possible to understand the logics of things.
Reading Capital:
The Problematic is real, and useful.
It's possible to disentangle the logics of things.
July 8, 2024:
List of key books, in historical order:
- The Lord of the Rings
- Incredible Victory
- LSD: the Age of Mind
- Fire in the Lake
- The Banquet Years
- Passages From Antiquity To Feudalism
- For Marx
- Reading Capital
Roughly, third grade through college junior. Clairemont, all.
- July 7, 2024: PPL who can't sit facing "backward".
- July 6, 2024: Walmart, Chinese takeout, American flag.
- July 5, 2024: "Yuh caint tek care bidniss livin in a damn hotel."
- July 4, 2024: Heat.
- July 3, 2024: Pop Warner in the park.
- July 2, 2024: Knees and heart in conflict.
- July 1, 2024: Then why return to it?
- June 30, 2024: The apparatus of evil collapses into pettiness.
- June 29, 2024: "He's so evil."
- June 28, 2024: Bald; dangling white Merlin beard; the Wizard's consort in tie die; neither ever having experienced the inside of a gym.
- June 27, 2024: Street bike, street cart, unlit cigarette dangling, skin like bunt paper.
- June 26, 2024: Cannabis dispensaries.
- June 25, 2024: Tall blonde, gray business suit, expensive-looking leather briefcase, the Lawyer Costume on Broadway.
- June 24, 2024: Service dog, friendly and calm, curls herself into a tight curl under a handicapped seat.
- June 23, 2024: Bald and stooped in a tropical shirt.
- June 22, 2024: Loud boys on the train.
- June 21, 2024: E-bike and WWII Wehrmacht helmet.
- June 20, 2024: Every mall is a Potemkin Village.
- June 19, 2024: Low frequency, felt not heard, felt as rumble and vibration.
- June 18, 2024: "How do you want your hamburger prepared?", asks the waiter.
- June 17, 2024: "String cheese?", offers a classmate.
- June 16, 2024: She's a reader.
- June 15, 2024: Johnny Athlete, towel over dreds...
- June 14, 2024: La Mesa eucalyptus.
- June 13, 2024: Backpack and underbite, chewing his teeth.
- June 12, 2024: It not about liar and victim.
- June 11, 2024: The symmetry is the trap.
- June 10, 2024: To say she was a liar is to understate the issue.
- June 9, 2024: Dojo in the afterlife.
- June 8, 2024: Mark: The image is also entirely forced.
- June 7, 2024: I will simply add...
- June 6, 2024: Buffy 3:1.
- June 5, 2024: Wounded Warrior Sidewalk Club:
- June 4, 2024: Tiny thing in lavender onesie has her own soccer coach.
- June 3, 2024: Wounded warrior wheelchair in the shade.
- June 2, 2024: Theological weather.
- June 1, 2024: Jogger on the riverbank.
- May 31, 2024: Soccer balls in the riverbed.
- May 30, 2024: Bodies buried at sea.
- May 29, 2024: She loved walnuts.
- May 28, 2024: That cringeworthy phrase — "muscular adonis" — has echoed inside my skull for 45 years.
- May 27, 2024: "muscular adonis", began the featured poem in the University's annual literary revue.
- May 26, 2024: Where the locket — her child at six — becomes the technology of infantilization.
- May 25, 2024: "Infantilized", there's the word.
- May 24, 2024: I want to live in Giles' library.
- May 23, 2024: First register:
- May 22, 2024: Although Buffy's tonal in-betweenness is celebrated as "genre-blending"...
- May 21, 2024: Face of the menacing other.
- May 20, 2024: Brian Thompson: vampire, Klingon, shapeshifting alien bounty hunter.
- May 19, 2024: Mom, age 30: "I don't understand how they can do that!"
- May 18, 2024: That blue lives in a specific place.
- May 17, 2024: F3 and tripod at dusk.
- May 16, 2024: She's like The Ideas Guy I know from the socialist left:
- May 15, 2024: Because Monopoly is almost entirely about first builder advantage...
- May 14, 2024: Rock and Roll is...
- May 13, 2024: Friendly Alma, Texas death-row guard.
- May 12, 2024: Teenies on their phones.
- May 11, 2024: "God those phone calls..."
- May 10, 2024: Snakeskin boots on a polished table.
- May 9, 2024: "We don't have to deliver our results in writing. It's enough to talk about them."
- May 8, 2024: "I've been doing this forty years, and I have you on tape."
- May 7, 2024: Panting happily, sweat dripping, warmth from the bones flowing.
- May 6, 2024: Babies chasing sparrows.
- May 5, 2024: Soccer dude, the goalkeeper...
- May 4, 2024: Angry.
- May 3, 2024: It's uphill.
- May 2, 2024: This could be the day he goes outside.
- May 1, 2024: I know there's an answer
- April 30, 2024: sometimes I feel very sad
- April 29, 2024: Let the day in.
- April 28, 2024: The arrogance of incomplete discovery.
- April 27, 2024: They're hard to work with.
- April 26, 2024: "The old... now no longer present."
- April 25, 2024: It's found language, or near-found:
- April 24, 2024: Jagger Sings!
- April 23, 2024: We saw Ladies and Gentlemen in the old University Theater, no longer present...
- April 22, 2024: That band was ragged, even when they were blowing off the roof.
- April 21, 2024: Greenfield postures at a cynicism he hasn't earned.
- April 20, 2024: Triangulate, reader.
- April 19, 2024: Infrastructure as initiation.
- April 18, 2024: Bootlegs at The Black.
- April 17, 2024: Now my pier is gone.
- April 16, 2024: Althusser on the pier.
- April 15, 2024: Bootlegs at The Black.
- April 14, 2024: When did she stop laughing?
- April 13, 2024: Market Street.
- April 12, 2024: Insightful strategy, undercut by routine.
- April 11, 2024: Hospitals.
- April 10, 2024: Doctor Arrogance, MD.
- April 9, 2024: Mark: Before you go, do you have time for a question?
- April 8, 2024: Whole Foods, NPR, Davos-light.
- April 7, 2024: Marin County mantra of the 1990s.
- April 6, 2024: Hip length white hair, very straight, slumped in her waiting room chair.
- April 5, 2024: Would I go there again?
- April 4, 2024: Her box of cast-aside objects.
- April 3, 2024: "I sincerely believed you had no sense of rhythm."
- April 2, 2024: Would she have liked this music?
- April 1, 2024: BoHo hipsters.
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