January 5, 2021:

Her brilliance of playfulness.

On the back she writes, "Thanks to all the tall people. ❤️ + kisses..."

She's playful, brilliant, charming, overpoweringly sexy. She's distraught, she breaks down easily, she repeats for hours, sobbing, "I want to die, I want to die, I want to die."

Maybe it's her brain chemistry, maybe it's yours, maybe it's the tides or the phases of the moon. But right then you'd have given your life for her.