September 6, 2021:

"I'm not going to try to steal you away," she said, twice, proving that she was in fact intending just that.

She habitually lied re her sexual history. Hundreds upon hundreds of lovers, BDSM, a litany of daily or even hourly seductions. In reality she didn't know her ass from her elbow. She had no idea how her body worked, leaving me suspecting her experience level was far less than she claimed.

She was charming, narcissistic, manipulative, self-absorbed. In hindsight, I realize, just another in the long chain of charming narcissists I fell for and failed to understand.